1.21.12

A late night turned into an early morning. Ive spent the entire night trying to figure out how to walk away from nothing. So why is it so hard, why can't I send that message. I feel like getting ghost is the only solution. But I can't not now not yet. I just need a few more days to cherish how he makes me feel. How comfortable I am around him. I could continue this rant for pages. I caught feelings even though I said I never would. So I'm left with the only option. To keep everything inside always inside. Just let things continue to flow and enjoy everything about him that I find amazing